I want to cut every inch of my skin until I feel beautiful
Fuck
I’ve kind of been avoiding thinking about the way I look.
I just totally divert from the topic of self esteem when anyone tries to bring it up.
Now it’s all swallowing me at once and my self esteem is lower than low and my anxiety is at its worst.
Wtf.
I hate this.
Ugh.
I’m done.
For the last time, I’m not a fucking girl.
Fuck you for not respecting me.
I want to stab myself until I can’t feel anymore…haha. :)
I regret opening up to some people; they didn’t deserve to know me like that.
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cute new co-worker is super cute and this is a problem.
no, june 2014 me, it is not a problem!!! bc you are in love now!! and have an apartment in philly and a fat cat and make mexican food all the time!!!!!! dreams come true!!!!!
AND NOW YOU TWO ARE ENGAGED. EVERYTHING IS BEAUTIFUL.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE THIS !!!! SCREAMING !!!! I LOVE LOVE
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